It is exactly twelve midnight. Nevertheless, here I am with my eyes still open. There are different voices that I can hear. I can even hear the clock ticking. I tried to go to sleep but it just makes my head aches. I can feel that there seemed to be something wrong in my left leg and it is making me awake. However, I could only feel this at night not on daytime. It is not pain but it hurts. It has been days that I am experiencing this kind of hurt and it has been days that I have been sleeping very late also. It is only to date that I thought of making use of my laptop and write something.
While I am lying on bed waiting to be asleep, so many things pop up into my mind. Most of them are about my future. I worry a lot. Nevertheless, I thought that it would be better if I let it be just the way it should be. Yes, I have plans for my future but I have to accept the truth that not all of my plans will happen. The thing that you most expect to occur is the least that will be given to you. For now, I will focus on the things that I should do. Whatever the result may be, I should be prepared for it. As long as I do my best in the task that has been assigned to me, there is no reason why I should fail. Today is never the end. There is always tomorrow. Others may be ahead of me; but life is never a competition. Everyone has its own time to succeed.
Now I realize that once you are alone you think of so many things that makes your heart heavy. If only you can be strong and be prepared of what will happen in the days to come, you will never worry about anything. Expect the worst and hope for the best so they say. I surely hope and am happier if I could sleep easily so that I will no longer think about unnecessary things and worry about them. I wonder if most women experience this. If you are, your advice is surely needed.
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While I am lying on bed waiting to be asleep, so many things pop up into my mind. Most of them are about my future. I worry a lot. Nevertheless, I thought that it would be better if I let it be just the way it should be. Yes, I have plans for my future but I have to accept the truth that not all of my plans will happen. The thing that you most expect to occur is the least that will be given to you. For now, I will focus on the things that I should do. Whatever the result may be, I should be prepared for it. As long as I do my best in the task that has been assigned to me, there is no reason why I should fail. Today is never the end. There is always tomorrow. Others may be ahead of me; but life is never a competition. Everyone has its own time to succeed.
Now I realize that once you are alone you think of so many things that makes your heart heavy. If only you can be strong and be prepared of what will happen in the days to come, you will never worry about anything. Expect the worst and hope for the best so they say. I surely hope and am happier if I could sleep easily so that I will no longer think about unnecessary things and worry about them. I wonder if most women experience this. If you are, your advice is surely needed.
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